a book called my effervescence

I wanna start another life time
where I am there
and you are still here...
Start a new life
with a new leaf
a new beginning
without the pain
without the grief...
a brand new page
in a book called "my effervescence"
a feeling I've been searching for so long
like you're face was unsoiled
a feeling like your soul is immaculate...
But right now I'm stranded in a chapter
where my vision is blotched
and the key is nowhere to find
for me to be able to open this
torture chamber...
may this chapter in my effervescence
be the last as I expect it....
and may I reach "the end"
the ending of my pain...
and a hopeful start of a new dawn...